Choosing Life or Choosing Freedom

By Theresa Hardy
Published in the December 2012 Shaumbra Monthly e-magazine

Will I hoard my last pennies or blow them on chocolate? Will I breathe with my physical challenges, or stay in the comfort of known discomfort? I do not wish to rattle round this life that is so defunct with dead dreams and the whims of others. On a day when the matrix seems too overwhelming, when the “desert sighs in the bed and the crack in the teacup opens, a lane to the land of the dead”*, I remembered a leap to life that I had made and took another breath into the spiral of myself.

In my mid 20’s I loved to explore underground caves in the Mendip Hills in England. I loved the danger, the underground beauty, being in a completely different environment, being so close and intimate with rock and water. I enjoyed the physical, emotional and mental challenges of extreme sport. I loved the awareness and aliveness required and learnt a lot about myself during those underground journeys. Have you ever sampled true darkness? Sitting with the lights out in the silence of the cave, the eyes become so relaxed when open in darkness….

Yet, it isn’t always silent. Continue reading

Shaumbra Heartbeat – More of the Same

By Jean Tinder
Published in September 2012 Shaumbra Monthly

Do you ever wonder why some people seem to have all the fun, all the good fortune, and live a charmed life, while for others, no matter how badly they want their dreams to manifest, nothing ever really changes? I know many Shaumbra who are frustrated because things aren’t flowing in their life, in spite of all their choosing and imagining and commanding. But actually, life is answering their true call and manifesting it with precision. You see, sometimes creation is a challenge because we’ve turned wisdom into makyo.

How many times have you heard, “I’m choosing abundance. I’m commanding the energy to serve me. But when is it going to show up in my life??” It’s a legitimate question. After all, Tobias declared, “The universe conspires to fulfill your desires.” Adamus says, “All energy serves the Master.” Abraham and other teachers say that it all depends on your vibration. So if I am desiring, commanding and vibrating with what I want, why doesn’t it show up? Maybe because creation requires my active participation. Continue reading

Natural Enlightenment

By Geoffrey Hoppe
Published in July 2012 Shaumbra Monthly

Tobias’ last words to me when he left three years ago were simple and profound. We had just finished his last channel at the Tobias Farewell Celebration in Breckenridge, Colorado. The date was July 19, 2009.

After he said his last, “And so it was” to the audience of nearly 500 Shaumbra, he walked down the aisle and out the ballroom doors. It was a stunning, poignant moment. Tobias and I walked out into the sunshine on this gorgeous Colorado afternoon. Nobody else was around, just my angel friend and me. We paused for a moment to take a deep breath, and Tobias said, “Your enlightenment is natural.” Then he thanked me for our times together and departed. I haven’t heard from him since.

I’ve thought about his message many, many times since then. My enlightenment is natural? I understood this in a philosophical way, as in “I am already ascended blah, blah, blah” but I was challenged to feel the truth in it. All I needed to do was take a look inside and outside myself to know that I hadn’t yet integrated this wonderful concept. Continue reading

Shaumbra Heartbeat – Choosing Potentials

Choosing Potentials
by Jean Tinder
From Shaumbra Monthly – February 2011

I’ve been thinking lately about the “bubbles of potentials” that Adamus loves to talk about. To me, consciously choosing my potentials – or potentiating – sounds great, but what does it actually mean to explore potentials, or even imagine new ones, and then choose one or more of them? How can I possibly recognize and choose what I want without using the mind to decide what it is?

So much of the material Adamus has been sharing recently is about imagination and potentials, which of course go very well together. So the other day, breathing and pondering all this, I decided to imagine and explore the potentials for “Jean’s Grand Abundance” and really see what he was talking about. Continue reading

How do You Change the Movie?

July 15, 2011
By Jean Tinder

I’ve heard that question several times since my last article in this space. Basically the question is, if you recognize the movie you’re playing but don’t like it anymore, how do you change it?

I suppose the answer will be a little different every time, for every movie, for every person. But I will share some of what has worked for me.

Don’t take it personal
This makes such a difference! If something happens that you don’t like (someone cuts you off in traffic, someone takes out their frustration in your direction, etc), when you take it personally it’s like “owning” that movie and saying, “This is now what I’m playing in my theater.” But if you remember it’s not about you and let it go or just ignore it, there is no means by which it can stay in your reality. Continue reading

Nothing Inside?

June 18, 2011
By Jean Tinder

During the last Shoud Adamus mentioned something a bit surprising. He said, “There’s nothing within. Absolutely nothing, and that’s the way it should be. Consciousness isn’t energy, isn’t things, isn’t abundance, is nothing. And it’s everything. Consciousness is everything but it has nothing. It doesn’t need to own anything, including memories. It doesn’t need to possess anything, including you.”

We’ve heard before that everything is within us, so now why did Adamus say that nothing is within? Well, at the risk of getting into my head and coming up with a bunch of makyo, I will try to share what I “saw” when he was talking about it. As a matter of fact, it follows perfectly on the theme of telling new stories and playing new roles. Continue reading

A Message from Kryon

May 18, 2011
Kryon, through Lee Carroll

Question: Dear Kryon, thank you for your teachings and for touching my heart. Being aware that doubting is an issue for me, I can’t help having this question in my mind for some time and I long to receive your comment on this. So let’s co-create an answer to my seemingly silly but true question: Am I allowing or am I being lazy? Thank you for your attention and care. – Amsterdam

Answer: Dear one, neither. You are co-creating doubt! Who said that co-creation was always in one direction? Many co-create darkness and negativity, and even depression. It’s knowing how powerful you are that is the key.

So… answer this first: Do you believe that you can co-create anything at all? There is actual comedy in this, in that each day you co-create your reality… dark or light. Some of you enhance it daily, telling your cellular structure that you are “never going to make it,” and actually giving it directions and a time of demise! Continue reading

Creation Simplified

March 14, 2011
By Dee Wallace

I think we all make this creation process a lot more complicated and woo-woo than it is. Maybe because it makes us feel more important to do something that is hard and unreachable. Then we can spend lifetimes trying to master it.

Perhaps we are just saying we want to create our lives differently, because that’s the “in” thing to be into these days. So we are playing the game and going to the lectures, reading the books, hearing the speakers etc., but not much shift is happening. And the same old shit is!

I mean, let’s face it. We mastered new math and advanced trig, wrote reams of term papers, passed driving tests, bought homes, had kids……and we can’t get a handle on THIS? Hmmmmmm.

So let’s break down the basics of creation and get some clarity around how simple it is and why, perhaps, we are sabotaging the simplicity. Continue reading

Bubbles of Potentials

Bubbles of Potentials
By Jean Tinder

I’ve been thinking lately about the “bubbles of potentials” that Adamus loves to talk about. To me, consciously choosing my potentials – or potentiating – sounds great, but what does it actually mean to explore potentials, or even imagine new ones, and then choose one or more of them? How can I possibly recognize and choose what I want without using the mind to decide what it is?

So much of the material Adamus has been sharing recently is about imagination and potentials, which of course go very well together. So the other day, breathing and pondering all this, I decided to imagine and explore the potentials for “Jean’s Grand Abundance” and really see what he was talking about.

First I took a few good deep breaths and connected with myself – always the best place to start! Then I opened up and “summoned” all the various potentials for “Jean’s Grand Abundance.” Believe it or not, in my imagination a bunch of spheres – or bubbles – of all sorts and types begin to appear. And they all felt different! Continue reading

Sovereign Healing

March 14, 2011
By Lara Henderson

I had already been practicing massage therapy for several years when I found myself yearning for something more in my practice. Enter stage left…. Energy Healing. The list of available forms of energy healing are endless, and in the last nine years I have been trained, initiated, activated and generally immersed in the bottomless sea of “energy healing” within the context of various belief systems that often times profess to deliver levels of healing and light that were before unheard of and allude to the idea that they are best reserved for the properly initiated chosen few.

I was enamored with this newfound world! It was exhilarating and fun to learn how to play with energy in a new way. The truth be known, there is definitely a time and a place for the endless hours of attuning, reiki-ing, white timing, correcting, journeying, matrixing, meditating, pattern tracing, prayer groups and multi-dimensional Lara Croft like adventures geared at saving the world. I really do believe that a great many people, me included, have benefited from one or more of these practices at one point or another. Truly, they have been stepping stones that felt loving and nurturing at the time. Until one day they didn’t.

My soul had begun whispering, gently inviting me to turn away from the distractions, but the drug is so seductive. New Age crack, I lightly call it, my description for all these healing modalities that have kept myself and others coming back time and time again. A healer friend of mine was recently expressing her frustration with a client that could not seem to shift a particular pattern. I found myself saying, “You know, the dilemma is that we can never really choose and breathe for them.” Because at the end of the day, connecting to our own soul does not require magic symbols, correcting quantum imbalances, or colors applied just the right way.

So what turned that whisper to a roar? Continue reading