By Jean Tinder
Published in the November 2014 Shaumbra Magazine
It was one of those days. Besieged by random thoughts about nothing important, way too irritated by the sweet and gentle people I live with, unfocused and minimally productive in my job, I wanted to go back to bed and hibernate. Somewhere on the edges of time, out of touch with my self and my passion, and inundated with chaos, my brain was filled with all the omnipresent queries – Am I doing it right? Are we there yet? What’s taking so long? Why do I feel so out of sorts?
Just another day on the road to enlightenment, I suppose, but why does it have to be so often uncomfortable? And then I remembered…
Oh, how easy it can be to forget.
Last month I wrote about feeling awkward and out of place after a big internal shift during the Light Body Conference, as if most of my reality moorings had been cut loose. What I didn’t share was that the very same thing happened a few days later at the end of the Quantum Allowing workshop. Something even deeper had unfolded during that event, triggering deep transformations that are still working their way through my systems. Sitting down to join friends for dinner, once again that lost and awkward feeling began creeping in. I cringed, not wanting yet another episode of painful confusion. But then, a moment of magic happened. Continue reading