October 12, 2011
By Cosmina Coman

I’ve been playing in the realms of Adoula, of transitioning through birthing, with Adamus Saint-Germain’s DreamWalker Birth (DWB) course.

For me it was particularly hard to feel the Tube. What is the Tube? Well, it is this brilliant thing, vortex, device, dimension, one-way passage from the celestial realms to Earth. We come to Earth and get birthed through this incredible thing!

So part of my assignment while doing DWB was to feel the Tube that I loathed. Even when I heard the word I started rolling my eyes, feeling the chaos in there. My head hurt. I had a lot of resistance. I was expecting a horrible night with panicking and anxiety because we were asked to remember and to relive the experiences of the slowing down of our angelic energies.

I believe this experience has been the single most incredible thing I have ever felt. When I went to sleep I had resistance to going into the dream world. I knew I would remember the Tube. But SURPRISE!! I haven’t felt myself that calm, clear and surrounded with so much light and love in months, during my sleep time. This was the most peaceful and deep sleep of the last two years of my life! And I asked myself, what was that? How can that be? I expected horror and instead, I lived a calm, aware dream state that felt like it had a lot of the pink color in it. I was to find later that those were the Eesa energies, the energies that facilitate the birthing process.

And today as I was going through the rest of the material it came to me, the knowingness was there: I simply chose this lifetime. That’s why it was so easy and graceful! I was prepared! I wanted it! I had the tools! The Tube can be a wonderful celestial womb IF you go through a series of cleansing and other preparations beforehand

And most importantly, I got to recreate and relive my birth!! There is nothing I can say here that can do justice to what I experienced, so I will share some of the impressions I wrote immediately after the experience. I re-experienced the journey from the moment I decided to come to Earth to the moment I was here as an angel in a tiny human body.

I felt my Self slowing down my vibration. It was very uncomfortable in the chest, in the breath, slowing down, descending, feeling more and more powerless, but experiencing it with myself, not alone, not doing it for them, not for karma here, not for anyone else. I am here for me. I am It for me. I greet them. I am the One who Greets Them (my parents).

I felt the fear of my mother. She felt so alone. She did not feel me. She did not hear me when I said to her, Breathe with Me, Breathe with me Mother. But nonetheless I am a miracle. I am the miracle of life. She did not know what she would get but I knew why I was here; I knew what this lifetime was going to be about.

I came here for me. Yes! I am the miracle of birth, of life!! Slowing down once more, slowing down, painfully, constricting so hard, so harsh, but compassionately and with so much love and honor for the experience of becoming a New Energy Human. I am IT.

I am rebirthing in this Now Moment, being conscious that I chose this Lifetime, that I choose everything for me To Be Me here and now at this time for the celebration of Becoming and Being. I no longer fear, but know I am here now because I choose it. I am choosing life once more, celebrating the miracle of an angel slowing down her vibration in such a way that she becomes matter. As I birthed once more, I wiggled my feet and my hands and my nose, just like a newborn. I am here Now. Yes I Am.

Namaste my friends!

P.S: The Dreamwalker Birth Transition is an amazing, incredible adventure! Do try it if your heart expands when you read these words.

Cosmina Coman lives in Romania near the Black Sea. She discovered the Crimson Circle a few years ago and is currently writing a book with Kuthumi.

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